Mid-Summer night Thought. #0.1

Eyes wide open.
Mind is somewhere else.
Thinking randomly in a mid-summer night.
Can’t sleep.
Feeli’n tired and heavy.
Head is aching. Throbbing.
Wanted to shout but can’t do it.
Eyes are damped. Crying. Sobbing.
Heart. Aching.
Soul. Ripping.
Mind. Bleeding.
Can’t think straight.
Voices in my head.
Disturbing.
3 a.m.
Lying in bed.
Depressed.
Die.
You are not worth it.
You are not enough.
3:05 a.m.
Eyes are heavy.
Heavy breathing.
Fresh tears.
Eyes. Swollen.
3:10 a.m.
Eyes. Close.
Morning came.
Same routine.
Tired.
Exhausted.
Numb.

- P
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