Letter for him.

Hey,

I know that you’ve been my friend, my buddy, my shoulder to cry on, my everything but to you I want to be that someone.

Someone who make you feel love.

Someone who make you laugh.

Someone who is always by your side.

To be that someone who can make you feel special.

but that someone can’t be me. that someone is the role that I can’t claim.

to be that someone is just a dream. it can’t be me and it hurts.

It hurt’s so much knowing that you love someone and that someone is not me.

but I know that she can do all the things that I want to do to you, all the feelings that I wanted you to feel, I know that she can make you feel love, she can make you smile and most of all I know that she love you the way I love you and I’m thankful for that.

I’m happy for you, truly happy for you that you finally found that someone who you’ve been waiting all you life, that someone whom you keep on telling me that when you finally meet her, when she finally came into your life you will love her with all your heart and spoiled her with your love.

now that your finally with her, I just wanted you to know that I will always be here for you. as a friend. waiting. watching you from afar. contented. even though it will ripped and break my heart to see you with her. I’m happy for you ‘coz you finally found your true happiness.

I love you. Always.

– P